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At 9:42 AM,  Anonymous replied:

Here is part of a review on Spitjawreview:

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To: paulmverlain@yahoo.com
Subject: Here it is
Date: Fri, 11 Jun 2004 03:28:42 -0700




you asked so here it is, i have no idea why you would want to know:


i will be leaving soon. i will be leaving around the end of june i suppose, feel free to email me if you'd like.

i have a lot of saving to do since my ex (Pedro Trevino-Ramirez) deleted all my folders of photography etc, when he took spitjawreview and changed the passwords because i kicked the lazy bastard out.

i felt i had every right to be mean since he had just kicked my legs in. i mean why should i support a lazy, non working, abusive, drug selling liar? he punched me in the head, stole and had destroyed the computer over and over again. i have found better and everywhere i go, even in my email i find remarks from him or letters stating that he is sorry for the lies he told people and did not want to consider us a total loss. well, we are and he is a loser. end of story.

he also keeps putting junk in his pathetic journal making fun of me being italian, and sarah allard goes along with it like a manson follower, and no one sees it!

i will be moving soon and i never bother anyone, but have these trolls that constantly bug me. they need to let it go, he needs to let go. its obvious he cannot let me go, because after all this time he still writes me and leaves me comments. i never respond and never will. i have to disallow comments from non members on my ac account because of these fools. i mean, damn...leave well enough alone. why can't people move on?

he is lucky the cops didn't get ahold of his bum when i filed the report. they still can, they saw my bruises and the freakin whole neighborhood heard him and saw him breaking the door etc. sadly, when he left he took some people that were very close to me. people that believed his tales.

damn right he had to brush his hair with a fork that day. maybe it was because he went after me with the brush. or maybe he forgot how he split open my kneecap with a golf club. why? well, you see, i found out he was trying to sleep with a 15 yr old and didn't like it. i then became insecure and deserved a beating.

or when he told me he wanted me to find a 10 yr old to sleep with. okay, i was angry and we faught until all my things were trashed on that one. why? i mouthed off he said.

and it sickens me that everyone thinks he is so cool. how can a man who beats his girl be cool? a guy who makes up screen names to taunt sarah allard by making her think someone is interested in her boyfriend and making comments to him as a woman.


you see i went through cancer and had a lot of things to worry about. in october i saw an oncologist and found out some bad news and on my birthday, he beat me. why? because he told me that some girl was sending him porno on our site and i was going to ask her. he grabbed me by the hair and well, you can figure out the rest.

he had me ask all kinds of ppl for money so he could come back, thank god he did not. jesus, the guy wouldn't work, he sat around and had his mom or me pay for everything. he made fun of didi m, whi i was hoping would enjoy our site and he just is so arrogant, saying that my writing is poor, everyone's is.

he cheated, lied, never worked, broke everything, was bisexual and wanted me to buy him everything and i did. i was stupid. he is good at fooling others. the one thing is that i am surrounded by editors and friends that know i am just a simple honest girl who got caught up with a manic with so many scars on his arms that one can tell how many times he carved into his own flesh. he mostly did it when he was rejected from a zine or needed attention.

He told me that Mia from tryst wanted to sleep with him and even gave him over $200 to do so, but he was just going to have the money sent to his mom's in michigan and ditch her, poor girl. i think she is nice. he wrote a piece once about apologies to her and was laughing the entire time and swore he would have her publish it or have her head. don't think she ever published it.

he has done that with many girls. geez, and i say again, his entire forearms are full of scars where he sits and cuts himself if you pay him no attention and even cried when he got rejected from the hold. i really did feel sorry for him. anyone who knows him, really knows him has seen them.

this letter is between us k?

he still writes to that 16 yr old, she told me and he steals lines from william carlos. i was told that by his ex. he has bios everywhere and each one is different. in the hold he says he lives in tx, but he lives in canada somewhere else. he is a chronic liar.

so whoever is his friend because he may have talent, know this...

i designed spitjawreview, thought of the name and even asked ppl to submit. not him. he takes the credit for the zine and pretends i never existed, but many poets online know the truth.

he designed stoneview press and invited so many writers, but then had a tiffy when there were not enough submitters and never had the balls to write these people back to explain. he was worried about his image. so when the idea of letting him in on spitjaw came, i was reluctant. and when we broke up, i was deleted from the 1st issue, had the passwords changed and he then acted as if he were the sole owner, but there are threads around where we both talked about OUR journal. screw him.

and the people he accepted are people he never could stand like eric, sarah or lyn. he said lyn was an internet zine whore, but now he loves her work. whatever. i like her and we write each other and i beleve she has talent. he said sarah allard was a whiner and eric crushed everyone. people that were close to me, he said he was a better writer, better than anyone and did not need their advice.

he would set himself up with some chick from a zine and try to get his chapbook done, even though he was denied by that zine (the hold) before and hated it, but now he has his big fat foot in the door. what a liar. he did not want me talking to melissandre because he said her and hazelnut wanted him. i hated that. and could never get the truth out of him for anything. i never hurt anyone and have many people to back up this story. i do not want him bothering me. i do not bother him and i have had it. sometimes a person just has to vent and i am sorry, but you asked for the entire story..


so be his friend and someday you will see why i just dropped it all and left.


P.V.
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At 4:34 PM,  Anonymous replied:

Christ! I always knew there was something wrong with that kid. He is a bad vibe. *L    

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